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So europe is fucking amazing. London was a good time. Newcastle was a big mess. Amsterdam was two days straight with out being sober and since i've been in Germany I've been chillin out with alot of different people having a great time doing whatever. The Game in Frankfurt was a fucking amaying experience and one I will never forget. Last night we went to go see Mono in Manheim and it was one of the most unreal perfomances I have ever seen. We bought all their cds at the show and I havenät stop listening to them. I miss home but I don't want to leave Europe and go back to the real world and have to work and get in shape for soccer and all that other bullshit. I just want to stay here and drink and smoke and eat and have no worries. Oh well guess 1 month in heaven will have to be enough. See ya'll the 25th.
Cmoney
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[05 Jan 2006|12:27am] |
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So here comes an entry that actually means something... ridiculous right. Anyway there are two things that have really been getting to me lately and i can't stop thinking about them.
First of all I'm at a crossroads in my life. Being home, and being around all the people i love so dearly has made me really miss Clifton Park. I love not caring about anything like soccer or grades and just relaxing with all my best friends smoking drinking talking. At the same time I miss school and all the people there. I know it's time for me too move on leave this place behind take with me what i care about and forget everything else but I AM NOT FUCKING READY TO DO IT! I can't. I had always thought about going to hvcc for a year. A year of partying and doing nothing before i go on with my life, but with soccer I felt like that opportunity may pass me by so I went with my instincts. Now I think I might regret it. I love school, I love all my friends there but I am not ready to move on with my life. I'm still living in the past. When we'd just sit around play video games, listen to music. The only stress in my life was "where are we going to drink tonight?" I miss it and I'm not ready to let it go.
The second thing is: You guessed it women. I have never felt like this in my entire life. I am more in love with this person then I ever have been or probably ever will be. I want to be with her more than anything, and I would do anything for her. She tells me I'm one of the two people in the whole world that really "know" her, she also tells me there's a physical attraction. Then she hit me with it. I don't feel "it." We all know what it is, and she doesn't feel it. I don't know what to do its tearing me apart and all I ever think about is her. Every emotion I ever have is determined by her. The stupidest shit makes me straight up misreable. On new years I was having an amazing time. Good people, good spirits the whole shabang. She promised that I would be her first kiss of the new year. Clock strikes twelve she's kissing someone else. No matter how good of a time I was having after that I was misreable. Then later on I just wanted someone to sleep next to. When your drunk its nice to have someone to fall asleep with. She wouldn't do it. Again... misreable. People tell me just try and meet other people. I fell in love with another girl for fuck's sake and when that ended there she was again infecting me. I hook up with these girls, and they mean absoloutley nothing. Not one of them. I'm sure some of them are good people, and most of them are very attractive but none of them mean a thing. THE ONLY GIRL I WANT IS HER. Noone else. I used to hook up with a lot of girls i was revered as a manwhore. I still hook up with girls alot. I would give it all up to be with her. And for me that is inbelieveable. I love girls and i love alot of them and I think I can get everyone of them. I would give it all up just to be with her. I need her to be with me. I need her to just hold me. I NEED HER!
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Time again for one of my random entries and it is...
TOP TEN ALBUMS OF 2005
1. Norma Jean- O'God the Aftermath
2. Minus the Bear- Menos El Oso
3. August Burns Red- Thrill Seeker
4. Circa Survive- Juturna
5. The Mars Volta- Frances the Mute/Scab Dates
6. The Fall of Troy- Doppelganger
7. Between the Buried and Me- Alaska
8. As Cities Burn- Son, I Loved You At Your Darkest
9. Cartel- Chroma
10. The Academy Is...- Almost Here
Comment with yours bitchass
I had to do a top ten
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[15 Sep 2005|06:48pm] |
Little update on things, I'm at college and couldn't be happier, everyone is great, classes are fine, and soccer has been good, I probably won't be home for more than 3 weeks this summer. I'll be in Germany for about a month and I will probably be living here. Nothing else to say really...peace out
C$
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Oh what the hell...
01. Post the names of any 10+ musicians/bands.
02. See who can guess which is your favorite song by each.
03. Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.
1. FEAR BEFORE THE MARCH OF FLAMES- THE LISBEN GIRLS, OH THE LISBEN GIRLS
2. NORMA JEAN- CHARACTARANTULA
3. Hopesfall
4. Misery Signals
5. BEAR VS SHARK- SONG ABOUT OLD ROLLERCOASTER
6. QUEEN- BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY
7. Rx Bandits
8. Emanuel
9. AT THE DRIVE IN- ARC ARSENAL
10. MINUS THE BEAR- LEMURS MAN, LEMURS
Have at it bitches!
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[22 May 2005|05:04pm] |
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Ring another one up on the best friends lost list.
I must be doing something right cause that is 3 this year. I rule.
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Everybody's doing it and so am I !!!!!!!
If you read this,
even if i don't speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you...
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[14 Feb 2005|10:08pm] |
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This week was alot of fun Show Monday. Great day Saturday filled with the The Blind Emotion and Drinking. Sunday recooperation. This week is respect stuff all week/practicing getting ready for the fest. 7th period I am singing with The Blind Emotion, and 8th I'm playing with When Tomorrow Fails Come watch Us if you can. Week after that i will be going to Okemo with 2 of my best friends in the whole wide world.
Recomendations: Like Lions- good chill stuff. some catchy parts as well. www.purevolume.com/likelions
Waxwing- Features some members of the Blood Brothers, but they aren't like them at all.
http://www.waxwingrock.com/
Thats it for this week kids. check them out, comment with what you think.
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Another fun week. We practiced twice this week and they were both good times. Respect Fest is fast approaching and therefore things with respect fest are becoming very hectic. Monday was a relaxing day i just chilled at mi casa. Tuesday, me and joey hit up Panera Bread and it was good, then we went to visit beam and watched Shaun of the Dead, then we went over to joey's and played guitar. Wendsday was respect then guitar then a game at 9. Thursday we practiced. Friday went to the YMCA for some bball after school then came back to my house ate and grabbed my application went over to Mcdonald's handed in the app and got food. I have in Interview Wendsday at 3. Then we went to parkway picked up some drumsticks then practiced again. Then another good GNO. Watched Videodrome at my house which was a great movie, went over to mark's for some intense NHL. Then went to Denny's asked for the secret menu which doesn't exist, Panda John you liar, and then they just decided not to serve us so we went to Tbell got food. Then, Joey and Mark went over to Gunners and chilled for like an hour and half. Yesterday i slept alot and it was awesome, today is superbowl. Go Eagles!!
Recommendations: Music: Watching Tigers Die- If You Like Converge, Circle Takes the Square, or The number 12 looks like you. http://www.purevolume.com/watchingtigersdie
Chiodos- Newest Band on Equal Vision Records. Kind of Like old Fear Before and they add some piano in there. http://www.purevolume.com/chiodos
Fight Paris- Newest Band on Trustkill. Hardcore with very sexual lyrics. http://www.purevolume.com/fightparis
Movies: Videodrome
Shaun of the Dead
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I'm going to update this more often i think. I know I've said this before many a time, but this time i mean it. I think i'm also going to do recommendations once a week as well. Ok. This week was all around a great week. Snowboarding 4 times this week. Band Practice, in which we got started on and almost finished a new song. Lauren's get together was a great time. Guys night out last night was an awesome time as well, some VG's, 76 diner with some of the best chicken quesidillas i've ever had, and finally some Shaun of the Dead. I fell asleep but it was good while i was awake.
Recommendations: Copy and Paste the web address cause i really don't feel like making it a link.
Music: The Stiletto Formal- At the Drive In mixed with a little Murder By Death- www.purevolume.com/thestilettoformal
Anathallo- Some of the most amazing music you will ever hear. Very Chill- www.purevolume.com/anathallo
Wires on Fire- Great musicianship. www.purevolume.com/wiresonfire
Movies: Broken Lizard's Club Dread- Hilarious
P.S. If you do indeed check out the recommendations leave a comment with what you think.
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Top 5 Albums of 2005... Comment with yours.
1) Mewithoutyou- Catch For Us the Foxes
2) The Dillinger Escape Plan- Miss Machine
3) The Blood Brothers- Crimes
4) Fear Before The March of Flames- Art Damage
5) Underoath- They're Only Chasing Safety
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Been a while eh. Yeah so soccer ended back in november. We ended up losing in the state semifinals and ended up ranked #4 in the state. After that took a little trip to Texas for regionals, then after one day at home took another trip. This time to Florida for the Nike Friendlies. Since then things have been back to normal. Hanging out with friends going to shows having a good time. When Tomorrow Fails is off the blocks with one song and we're probably playing our first show January 14th at Respect Club's Open Mic. Christmas was good. I am most likely going to see Gena over Febuary break as part of my chritmas gift. I also got some cd's dvd's clothes you know the usual stuff. The rest of this week has been awesome. Sunday It was Meghan's Birthday and me and briggs had a rap off, that was fun. Monday went up to Whiteface for Olvia's Bday. Then we chilled in Lake Placid for a little bit, came back home had a get together at her house, then went over to the pool hall for some intense foosball.Tuesday I didn't really do anything except watch You Got Served. Last Night was such a great time. We went over to The New Age Cabaret, saw a bunch of people had a good time at the show. Trophy Scars was amazing, and the other bands we're ok, only bad thing No Hollywood Ending couldn't play. Joey had open house last night so Me, Lauren, Olivia, Mark, Rory, Joe, and Eric all ended up sleeping over there. The night consisited of us playing foosball, getting naked, walking around with socks on our dongs, chicks walking around topless, eating food, watching televizzle, talking to meghan and thats what I remember which I must say is pretty impressive recollection of the night. In the end it was a great time.
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Makes me feel good!!!
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[06 Oct 2004|11:09pm] |
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Hey Kids, So yea today's my birthday and i had a fantastic day, everyone telling me happy birthday made me feel like i actually had friends. Got a bunch of cool cards, Olivia got me "1001 movies to see before you die" and mark got mearmy of darkness and the rocky soundtrack... wicked good. I called Gena and talked to her today, simply wonderful and her entry made me smile uncontrollably.
Tonight I went to the Powderpuff football game to support rachel, shanna, and katie along with the rest of the senior shockers. Me, eric, beam, joey d, andrij, and mark painted rachel and katie's name on our backs and chests and made a sign for shanna. Then when we got to the game alot of people joined in with a bunch of exclamation points and what not it was an amazing time. We're all shirtless nipples harder than rocks, with letters painted on our chest, we decide to take a lap around the field and it was awesome. I had so much fun tonight/today.
Finally soccer has been better as of late minus yesterday against toga which was one of the more frustrating game i've played in we ended up tying 0-0 after outshooting them 23-4. Boo that shit. However school has been suprisingly awesome. I have like four free periods soo i sit around and do nothing all day. Not to mention i've become better friends/ made friends with so many new people and they all make me smile.
Better friends: Andrij, Beam, Erob, and others.
New friends: Olivia J, Liz Looker, Shona, Leighann, Laura, Brittany and others in that category too.
All in all life is good minus Gena not being here. Whoopydeewhoop
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School has been going well so far. I met some new people and there wicked cool. I have new movie buddy, Modernism is the best class ever with the best teacher ever. However Soccer blows ass, coach is cranky as ever and is making me and the rest of the team really not want to play.
Last Night was the show in Syracuse: Norma Jean, Evergreen Terrace, It Dies Today, Fear Before the March of Flames, and Fire When Ready. The Venue was awesome i loved it. Fire When Ready really impressed me. Fear before played very very well in my opinion but crowd kinda blew, oh well. It Dies Today and Evergreen Terrace were both amazing. On CD i prolly wouldn't like either of them but live they were great. Norma Jean left me speechless, the best performance i've seen. The new singer is amazing too, all this nonsense of him sucking is exactly that, nonsense. I'm really glad i was able to go to that. Thanks Mike.
I woke up this morning not being able to hear, and now at 5 30 my ears are still ringing horribly. I feel like poop physically (Sore and I have a Cold), and emotionally. I guess i screwed up by not holding up my end of the bargain but getting attacked like that has left me feeling like poop and i really am questioning things now. What are you going to do though right.
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[03 Sep 2004|11:18pm] |
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We all know how incredibly lazy i am about updating soo were going to keep it nice and short...
Regionals in Jersey was alot of fun and i played well.
I miss Gena Alot.
Shen Soccer is underway and we are 1 and 0 as off today
Sadly school starts soon even thought i'm excited to see people i haven't seen in a while.
Finally The Bled are really good.
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1st period 1 and 2 free 3 and 4 business law with rushman
2nd period 1 and 2 gym on A days 3 and 4 free
3rd period modernism H with Merchant
4th period Lunch
5th period Precalc with Strait
6th period Physics with zagorda
7th period Physics on A days free on B days
8th period 1 and 2 nationals issues (they don't have a teacher yet i guess) and 3 and 4 i have gym on b days
9th period 1 and word processing with Smith 3 and 4 i have economics with conway
leave one if we have anything together.
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I'm home again and for only another week cause then i'm off to jersey. In the week i'm home i have soccer all week too. woooooo. Lets go over my summer real quick. First i was home for like 3 weeks good stuff right there then after that i left for I.D. camp which was fun then i got home packed and went to Lake George for the weekend with Gena. Then i came home for a day in which i packed and then the next day i was off to England. I was in England for 7 days in which that time i lost my passport and that whole thing sucked. On the way back i came into JFK drove to laguardia and flew to portland for regional camp. After regional camp i was supposed to have empires but i said fuck that noise. Then i was home for a week in which i spent alot of time with gena. Then i went to score at the shore with Westchester. I came for about two hours in which i showered and packed then went to Maine on vacation that was fun. Now i'm home. Now i'm really sorry for being gone this whole time and i really feel like i've neglected my friends and i'm sorry to all of you. I tried my best to see you but i haven't seen or talked to certain people all summer
i.e.: Christine, Erika, Steph along with many others. I'm very sorry to everyone please don't be mad at me *cough*cough* girl from texas who knows i love her and should really accept my apology instead of being mad at me.
Alright anywho i have had soo much new music and it makes me quite happy i've had plenty of listening material in my time away from home and that is good stuff.
I will update before leave for jersey... maybe
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[08 Jul 2004|04:19pm] |
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woooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!! guess whos updating for the first in more than a month. Yeah i've been really busy lately starting with testing and school ending. And soccer and all that stuff. I'm not going to go into everything i've been doing cause that would take ten years just know that summer has been great sooo far and well who knows maybe i'll update a little more often... who knows.
P.S. The new taking back sunday CD is really good and everyone should pick it up when it comes out.
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[28 May 2004|10:06pm] |
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My cousin is out of the ICU now and is in the recovery stages. He has a good chance of a full recovery. That was good news. Tuesday was my grandma's wake... open casket. It made me feel soo weird just standing around talking and meeting all these people when there was a corpse about 15 feet away. Wendsday was the funeral and it was a tough day for everyone because i think the reality that she is gone and never coming back had finally set in. I got back Wendsday night and had to go to school the next day. Thursday was boring but i called christine and talked to her for a few minutes. Nice to hear her voice. Today was the same, very boring. Now i'm in CT again because i have a tournament down here. I'm looking forward to spending sometime with my grandpa while i'm here. Hopefully i'll get to spend some time with the team to... hopefully cheer me up a little bit.
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